The last 2 plus weeks have been a whirlwind for us. As you all know, I totalled our car over 2 weeks ago, so since we got back from our trip we have been searching for a car/van. In the midst of that, Adam and I was really getting worried that we wouldn't be able to accept the position in Arkansas if no one bought or rented our house. So I proactively took the initiative to try to promote our house. We also set up a Open House for this past Sunday for our realtor to have while we were gone. This was one last try to sell our house. I posted a add on Craigslist about renting our house and about selling it and the open house. We have had a great response on the RENTING! None on buying! Our open house consisted of all people coming to look at it to possibly rent. The prospective renter that is a Highview Church Member, that our Realtor knows, (we thought) was not going to rent our house. We waited for almost 2 weeks for a decision from her and then when we had the overwhelming response for renting this past weekend, she suddenly decided she couldn't let it "get away" from her. It is working out for the best to have her rent it and our realtor is going to property manage for a great price since we will be out of town. She is recently divorced and has 2 children. She let us know on Sunday that she is going to rent from us. (More on all of this in a minute)
In the midst of van shopping all week, preparing for a trip to GA, trying to get our house ready for an open house while we were gone, etc. Grace comes down with the STOMACH VIRUS on Wednesday of last week. We had just started test driving our first van at Oxmoor Toyota that evening, and Grace kept saying her stomach hurt, all of the sudden she VOMITED all in the van that we were test driving!! AHHHHHH! We quickly made our way back and that was our cue that God was saying... "chill out about the van and just focus on getting every thing ready for GA and open house, etc."
Grace threw up one other time the next day and was just dragging and wanting to be held all day. This was SO hard because we were trying to clean, pack, etc. in the midst of her needing us!
The next day, on our road trip Grace was tired of the car, obviously because of the recent trip we took and all the running around we had done since then. We also noticed on this trip that Grace wasn't urinating like she should. I ended up paging our Pediatrician from GA about this that night. Thankfully, Grace FINALLY urinated on her own once we got to the hotel! She started having diarrhea too towards the end of our trip down there. Grace still was sluggish that day but was VERY happy to see Nana and Paw Paw and perked up!
The next day, Grace was off and on, acting ok. Still not her self, not very playful. Wanted to just be held a lot all day and whiny. She continue with diarrhea ALL DAY on Saturday, inc. even at the wedding she went a couple of times. So by that night, she was feeling HORRIBLE. All she wanted to do was go out in to the lobby and lay on the couch and go to sleep!! VERY unlike her!
Come Sunday am, she continued to not eat very much (and hadn't since Wed). In the car, all she wanted to do was sleep on the way home. She continued to complain of her stomach hurting and had diarrhea. We were really getting concerned at this point. We thought, she would be better after we got home but she then she VOMITED after we got home. I was shocked that she had not vomited in days.. and now vomiting again! Then vomited again on Monday am.
Thankfully, after talking to the Dr. We decided Grace started getting better during the day on Monday and eating and drinking and the diarrhea stopped. THANKFULLY, she is finally recuperating from this and has had a MUCH better day today:)
While experiencing all of this, we get a call from our Realtor that Lisa is going to rent our house. The only tidbit is that she has to be in our house on
MARCH 10th!!! So we ended up spending the rest of our trip home and since then, in almost panic mode. This means we have 16 days now to go to Hot Springs and find a PLACE TO LIVE (rent), look for a job for me, put in our notices at work, pack up our house, find a van, and MOVE!!!
We managed to find a van yesterday and got it today without any problems (We got a 2007 Toyota Sienna- white). But Adam has spent yesterday doing that and part of today signing papers and picking up van. Despite this, yesterday hit me like a ton of bricks. It became real to me that we are leaving this city, (that I love) and people, church, work, etc. and have to find work, and start over again in Hot Springs. Don't get me wrong, I KNOW this is what we are suppose to do and I am excited about this opportunity. The whole finding work, really stresses me, just because I have such a great job here and not sure what I will find there.
We have made the decision for just Adam and I to go to Hot Springs next Tues. and find a place to live. I am flying my Mom up here to watch Grace. We just could not take her on another long trip (and too expensive to fly all of us) and then move the week after. So my Mom is coming to help with all of this and be with us.
Not only that, our washing machine isn't working tonight and we've all been or are sick with a cold and Adam is still busy with school work. AND my step-sister Tracey is having major colon surgery this Friday to remove the cancerous tumor after having rounds of chemo and radiation, and her son is sick right now too!
I tell you all of this because this has all been a REAL LESSON of trust! I really think the Lord is trying to work on us to try to teach us to just trust HIM in all of the details and that every thing will work out and to just focus on HIM. I also don't appreciate all of the every day blessings enough and to turn our "control factor" off and let HIM do the work!! It's pretty awesome to think of his mighty hands on our lives if we just let HIM!!
My theme verse and one of my favorites!!
Proverbs: 3: 5-6
5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight.